Lucky Me

I believe into a lot of things but sometimes I dont believe myself that I could do things! Yup, I am lacking confidence but I am working on it! :)

On my previous post I mentioned I am changing career and want to take Pharmacy technician but unfortunately with schedule, childcare and financial it wont work for us! I just dont know what to do, i really dont have plan B, i applied jobs that suits my experience but nobody seems to be hiring at the moment! Hard to admit that i am in the verge of depression! I was so unhappy and hard to function around my love ones! But when I see my kids enjoying my full time stay at home, the feeling is just priceless! Not in one day that i dont think of what i want to do with my life...i just have to do something! If Pharmacy Tech dont work then maybe there is something out there that can work for me! So i looked it up and came across a course that interest me, Dietary aide and Food Services Nutrition. With this certicate, I can actually work in hospitals, homecare or even hotels. So I decided to register at the College and will start this fall! I will just do a part time schooling during evenings so childcare wont be an issue for the kids. Plus its a short course 3-4mos, it'll come by quickly! The tuition I paid myself and didnt rely on government help (which they denied my childcare cost when I applied for help through province's employment insurance) So crossing my fingers and toes that everything will fall into place career wise and wont regret this change in my life! Its been stressful lately but I still believe that I am the luckiest woman to have 2 wonderful/adorable kids, my supportive family and most especially my partner, my rock, my love of my life for his unconditional love and support. Without them, I'll go cray-cray! Lol! ;)

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